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Documenting not dying since October 2013.

The 9th & 10th; This part will be tedious.

The 9th & 10th; This part will be tedious.

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The 9th of August.  Well, I had a terrible night. It took me hours to fall asleep, then I woke up multiple times, too cold, couldn't get comfortable. It is ridiculous that in August I am having to use my electric blanket. 

This morning, after a breakfast of porridge (weather appropriate), I wrote up a blog post, then I made the last two squares of the blanket. I think twenty is enough, once it has a border as well. 

I managed to spend almost all of my afternoon looking at the squares, at books and magazines, then back at the squares, trying to figure out how to join them. Tried various ways and eventually chose one, so I've joined six of them so far. This part will be tedious. 

Hope I have a better sleep tonight - up early for hospital tomorrow. 

The 10th of August. 

Another weird night - ages to go to sleep, then I woke at six with a horrific headache on the right side of my head, but it seemed to abate when I lay on my left. I had to get up at seven anyway and I was still getting pangs of pain, very reminiscent of the pressure headaches I used to get when I had the arm/face swelling and high blood pressure. I'm taking some co-codamol upstairs tonight in case it strikes again. 

Dr. Thompson was running pretty much to time this morning, so I didn't have much chance to read my book. I really must try harder, because whenever I do pick it up, I want to advance the story. I really ought to just try reading it when I know I'll have time. Anyway, I let him know how things had been since the venoplasty (arm the same, breathing slightly better) and he thinks next time I come I should do some tests so I'll look forward to that. 

Nothing to do but come home, so I got busy assembling the blanket. I have sat in the armchair all afternoon, sewing squares together, then columns, then across the rows, then one border, and finally a second border. Now I just have to close up the gaps between the corners and weave in some ends and it'll be done!

Oh and I have an appointment at the lymphoedema clinic, a week after I see the liposuction lady. I have to fill in a survey about my "quality of life". Ha. 

The 11th & 12th; Absolutely lost her shit.

The 11th & 12th; Absolutely lost her shit.

The 7th & 8th; Stupid spine.

The 7th & 8th; Stupid spine.