Jun 2 Jun 2 The 31st & 1st; I would feel like an independent person, not a patient in a chair. Kathryn Cartwright Journal
May 31 May 31 The 29th & 30th; Despite how shitty my normal breathing is, it's better than this. Kathryn Cartwright Journal
Sep 12 Sep 12 The 7th & 8th; I would so very much like to be back to my version of normal. Kathryn Cartwright Journal
Aug 9 Aug 9 The 6th & 7th; "This is worst I can remember feeling without infection and as hard as I am trying to stay cheerful, every so often I really do just lose the will to live and I cannot carry on like this." Kathryn Cartwright Journal
Jul 15 Jul 15 The 11th & 12th; I've been independent, but it's come at a price. Kathryn Cartwright Journal
Jul 1 Jul 1 The 29th & 30th; The best thing about lorazepam days is that nothing really matters to me at all. Kathryn Cartwright Journal
Jan 24 Jan 24 The 22nd & 23rd; I definitely feel less fuzzy than I do with lorazepam. Kathryn Cartwright Journal
Jan 20 Jan 20 The 17th & 18th; Tonight I just really do not care about anything at all. Kathryn Cartwright Journal
Jan 5 Jan 5 The 3rd & 4th; Really rather dull and unexciting but also productive and confusing. Kathryn Cartwright Journal
