The 28th & 29th; I might be surprised.

The 28th of November.  A Zopiclone night which I am grateful for, but a number on the scales I did not like quite so much. I am five pounds heavier than my normal, stable weight and it completely freaked me out, especially with all the food I bought yesterday and Christmas on its way. 

Fiona and Nick's wedding was today, so Mommy and I went to the church to see them get married. It was so beautiful - I was fighting back tears for most of the ceremony. I've known her for nearly twenty years and I just feel so overwhelmingly proud of my friend. 

Since we left, I have had the most horrific migraine that won't go away, despite painkillers and lots of water. We're supposed to be at the evening reception tonight but I just feel so dreadful. Going out is in no way an option. 

Becky's M&S dresses had arrived so she brought mine over for me to try on. I had a thoroughly demoralising morning, first trying on that dress and it was too small, then a series of other dresses that usually fit but were all too tight so I felt even worse about my weight. 

I'm just miserable tonight. 

The 29th of November. 

In Wales. It has not been a particularly eventful day, as this morning involved taking the courtesy car to get its AdBlue topped up and then waiting for Alison to come back from wherever she had been so Mommy could take her to pick up her car, then we were able to leave. 

The rest of the day has been spent driving, with a stop for coffee halfway. The hotel is very nice, and my accessible room is quite vast, especially the bathroom! We had dinner in the bar, as in the restaurant you could only have a four course meal? The least calorific option was a smoked salmon risotto, which was so filling, I only ate just over half of it. 

I am not envisaging a particularly good sleep tonight, but we'll see. I might be surprised.