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Documenting not dying since October 2013.

The 14th & 15th; Grazia tomorrow! Eee I'm super excited.

The 14th & 15th; Grazia tomorrow! Eee I'm super excited.

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The 14th of December.  Our tree is all lit up and decorated! I had a nice sleep with the help of a Zopiclone, and spent my morning watching Sunday Brunch and Mommy washed my hair. 

This afternoon, I have been detangling lights and choosing baubles to go on the tree. It's so pretty now! I can't wait to do my wrapping and put all the presents underneath.

The 15th of December. 

2 milligrams of pred! So close to being off steroids, my last day should be Christmas Eve. What an excellent present that will be! Oh, I'm crossing everything I have in the hope that everything goes to plan. 

This morning I had a wonderful delivery from the fabulous Grazia team! A box wrapped in a bag and lots of sellotape contained a little note and a CD with my photos on from last week which I haven't had time to look at yet, plus a vanilla sugar candle, two O.P.I. nail polishes (Hey Baby and Taupe-less Beach), a Nails Inc nail polish, a Topshop freckle pencil, an eyeko shadow liner, two Revlon lipsticks (Stylist and Wardrobe), some St. Tropez skin illuminator, Windle and Moodie day and night cream, Laura Mercier eyeshadow, Christian Dior eyeshadow, Pür Minerals eye toner, Rimmel Wonder'full mascara and some Maybelline eyeshadow. A real box of delights!

This afternoon I met up with Elle and Luna who is now two months old! She was very late but it was fine as I had a book in preparation for some hospital waiting I was expecting to do. But she came and I got to have a squidge and even some smiles! She is such a beautiful baby, and I can see both parents in her face. Bah I love her.

Had a short trip to hospital for the ECP girls to have a go at my line - Sharon managed to get it flushing really well,but it's still not giving anything back. We think a kind of fleshy flap has formed on the one side so you can flush through but when you try and draw back, it just sucks itself shut and you get nothing which is super frustrating. It'll still be fine for ECP on Wednesday and Thursday though, so that's fine 

Grazia tomorrow! Eee I'm super excited.  

The 16th & 17th; Today has been really pretty great.

The 16th & 17th; Today has been really pretty great.

The 12th & 13th; Tree is up!

The 12th & 13th; Tree is up!