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Documenting not dying since October 2013.

The 1st & 2nd; I think it was the Zopiclone.

The 1st & 2nd; I think it was the Zopiclone.

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The 1st of December. There isn't much to say about today, because I haven't felt like myself for much of it. I had two Zopiclone last night because one alone wasn't working, so today I've been very sleepy and somewhat zombie-like. 

I got a blog post done, but that was my only activity of consequence. I try not to do anything I'll need to remember on days like this because I can never recall them afterwards. I can't watch any TV that's part of a series because next time I'll have no idea what's gone on. 

I hope it's just the Zopiclone, but I just want to be back in bed.

[I wrote a lot here about feeling depressed and friendless, but even I, the shariest of sharers, don't feel like putting it on here because I think it was the Zopiclone talking.]

The 2nd of December. 

I feel better. I think it was the Zopiclone. I mean, nothing has changed, but I don't feel quite so terrible about it now. 

Mommy and I were both at the chiro this morning which we both needed, she for some sort of arm sprain and me for a painful neck. I think something in it jarred when that man landed on my head. It hurts where he elbowed me today. 

Having finished, we had a trip to Paperchase for me to look at gift tags, but they only sell the ones I want individually and I don't want to spend 45p per gift tag when they sell packs of ten for £1.25, so I must find alternatives. 

This afternoon it's been kitty and Netflix. I had to ring up handpicked collection regarding one of my orders, and I think the issue is sorted, but I won't be 100% happy until I see evidence. I would like more emails. I am the sort of person who likes lots of written proof of things. 

I might consider going back to the gym at the end of this week. Short burst of workouts before more time off for Christmas. 

Why Interview magazine are wrong about wheelchairs.

Why Interview magazine are wrong about wheelchairs.

The 29th & 30th; It made me feel like nothing.

The 29th & 30th; It made me feel like nothing.