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Documenting not dying since October 2013.

All tagged depression

The 12th & 13th; Smashed both knees into the tarmac.

Sep 17

Sep 17 The 12th & 13th; Smashed both knees into the tarmac.

Kathryn Cartwright

The 23rd & 24th; Nothing changes.

Aug 25

Aug 25 The 23rd & 24th; Nothing changes.

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The 24th & 25th; Absolutely unbearable.

Jul 26

Jul 26 The 24th & 25th; Absolutely unbearable.

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The 22nd & 23rd; I even went outside.

Jul 24

Jul 24 The 22nd & 23rd; I even went outside.

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The 20th & 21st; Things all went horribly wrong.

Jul 22

Jul 22 The 20th & 21st; Things all went horribly wrong.

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The 4th & 5th; Another day, another book read.

Jul 6

Jul 6 The 4th & 5th; Another day, another book read.

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The 2nd & 3rd; On the depression train.

Jul 6

Jul 6 The 2nd & 3rd; On the depression train.

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The 10th & 11th; I am the sky.

Oct 12

Oct 12 The 10th & 11th; I am the sky.

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The 12th & 13th; Our last shot.

Jul 15

Jul 15 The 12th & 13th; Our last shot.

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The 12th & 13th; It feels like nobody is trying.

Jun 14

Jun 14 The 12th & 13th; It feels like nobody is trying.

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The 14th & 15th; Fuck it, it's Christmas.

Dec 16

Dec 16 The 14th & 15th; Fuck it, it's Christmas.

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The 11th & 12th; I have had an utterly smashing day.

Jul 18

Jul 18 The 11th & 12th; I have had an utterly smashing day.

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The 13th & 14th; Fighting for so long.

Mar 15

Mar 15 The 13th & 14th; Fighting for so long.

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The 11th & 12th; United by fear.

Mar 13

Mar 13 The 11th & 12th; United by fear.

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The 5th & 6th; I try not to think about these things.

Dec 7

Dec 7 The 5th & 6th; I try not to think about these things.

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The 1st & 2nd; I think it was the Zopiclone.

Dec 3

Dec 3 The 1st & 2nd; I think it was the Zopiclone.

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Oct 12
Oct 12 The 10th & 11th; Where would I even begin?

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The 27th & 28th; How can things improve when I don't have a belief that they can?

Aug 29

Aug 29 The 27th & 28th; How can things improve when I don't have a belief that they can?

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The 19th & 20th; Pretend my life isn't happening.

Aug 21

Aug 21 The 19th & 20th; Pretend my life isn't happening.

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The 17th & 18th; Sick, scared, strong, and now suspended in a state of fine-but not-fine.

Aug 19

Aug 19 The 17th & 18th; Sick, scared, strong, and now suspended in a state of fine-but not-fine.

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